Lent 1: Loving Jesus Right Now
Last night at St. Margaret's Ash Wednesday service we sang " My Jesus I Love Thee ". I love that hymn. I think it is on my "funeral hymn list" - not that I have one written down! The final line of each verse, " If ever I loved Thee, my Jesus, 'Tis now ." struck me in particular. "If every I loved Thee, my Jesus, 'Tis now" speaks to me of what really matters and what is possible. What really matters in my relationship with Jesus is that I love Him right now . In this present moment. But what about the past?? Yes, loving Jesus in the past matters but that time is now gone. I cannot change it. How I've loved Him will impact my present but it isn't my present. I can rejoice in the ways that love was demonstrated and the fruit I see from it and I do need to deal with my lack of loving and obeying Him in the past through confession and repentance. ( I am glad to be in the season of Lent to give time and attention ...